control.

i started out the morning with the bestest of intentions. i only ate one slice of bread and i had one egg, everything was controlled in terms of portions. it was between waiting between breakfast and lunch a mere two hrs that my ravenous appetite arrived. i started with a second serving of rice for lunch and then munched on nerds, yummy potato chips seasoned with sea salt and pina colado ice cream and other amazing stuff. i dont understand why its so complicated.