"Cause you're all talk, and no action
You're all talk, but no action"
You're all talk, but no action"
i didn't go to the gym yesterday. instead i binged. i was good at work - until we had cheesecake for a co-worker's bday - i should have said no, instead i had a small piece.
when i got home at 8 i ate some more. i already had dinner at work so my plan was to be food free for the remainder of the evening, but i had a severe case of the munchies. i wanted to go to the gym but i didn't, not in the morning and not in the evening and not this morning as i had pleadingly promised myself last night.
how will i lose 30 pounds in less than 3 months if i keep going on like this? what am i saying - how is it even possible to lose 30 pounds in less than 3 months...?
i do this with every aspect of my life - i wait to do anything substantial until the very last minute, until it becomes blatantly impossible to do anything. maybe this is my unconscious self-trickery to ensure that i don't do anything at all.
According to losertown.org i can be 129.8 lbs by Mar 13 -- IF i stick to a 700 calories/day diet with 3-5 days of moderate activity. i have to learn to be disciplined. this is hard. ho-hum.
to the stars,
uma
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