the story of fear.

"if it is important to you, you will find a way"

she's afraid. she's afraid of the dark. she's afraid of life. she's afraid of results. she's afraid of tomorrows. she's afraid of poverty. she's afraid of strangers. she's afraid of brashness. she's afraid of everything. everything can turn on her at any moment. this is how she sees her world, this is her cracked mirror.  she eats to numb emotions, she eats to slow down time.  she eats to fill the empty spaces of her soul. she eats to ensure that she ate enough for tomorrow. and the day after. and the day after that - in case she won't have enough.  she's afraid of the lack of tomorrow. 


this is her biggest enemy.  


the fear. 


she will get rid of fear. she will replace it with courage. it is all or nothing. life begins now.




to the stars, 




uma